I've been waiting for the Professional Standards Unit (PSU is our version of IA) and the Disciplinary Review Board to clear me before posting this story. It's the closest I've come to shooting anyone in my 10 year career.
It was a chilly winter evening, about 10:00 PM when I responded to a home for a domestic dispute. The couple was arguing and 911 was called. Apparently the husband broke the news to his wife that he has a venereal disease. That she didn't give him. She is. of course very upset. This isn't the first time I've been here for this couple, so I'm aware their relationship is volatile to start with.
I arrive with another officer and his rookie in training. The rookie recently graduated the academy and is riding with the experienced officer for training. We get to the door and hear the arguing and we are let in by the irate wife. She is angry and yelling at us that she wants her husband out. We try and explain to her that she can't kick him out, they are married. She gets angrier and angrier and marches into the den. The other officer and I follow while the rookie starts talking to the husband, trying to get information.
The other officer and I try to calm down the wife but she's hearing none of it. She wants him out and she wants him out, NOW. Despite our efforts to calm her she's getting angrier. She stops suddenly and throws her arms up in the air. Angrily she declares, "Fine! I'll handle this MY way!"
She storms past me and marches toward the rookie. I begin to follow her as she passes the rookie and goes into the kitchen. She's a few feet behind the rookie, with his back to her. She slams open a drawer, thrusts her hand in and draws a steak knife out.
I see her hand plunge into the drawer. I know kitchen drawers can be full of sharp and pointy weapons. Time slows for me, milliseconds drag out to eternity. The rookie is the only one between her and her husband and he doesn't see what's happening behind him.
As I see the hand come up with the knife, I break leather and draw my gun. Years of drawing it in practice, and sometimes fear, have made the move a barely conscious action. I think "gun" and it appears in my hand. I shove the rookie away with my other arm as I raise my gun and point it at her. Before it's on target I'm yelling at her to drop the knife and get her hands up. I have the gun up, center mass, and I'm closing the distance. Now it's me and her. I'm the one getting cut or stabbed, nobody else, they are behind me, out of danger. I'm about to use my gun to make sure I don't get hurt.
In a moment of clarity she drops the knife back in the drawer. I'm not going to give her the chance to grab it again so I thrust out my empty hand with open palm, and I knock her back as hard as I can. I want to stun her and distract her from trying to get another weapon. She topples backwards to the floor. I holster up the gun as I step in and grab her. The rookie helps me roll her and cuff her up. She offers no resistance at this point, which was what I was aiming for.
Had she not dropped that knife, I would have shot her.
She begins weeping and says, "You should have shot me!" Then she becomes angry, "I'm writing Obama! He'll fix this!"
We finished getting the information we need and she gets taken to jail for obstruction of justice.
She tells us afterward that the back bedroom is locked and they use the steak knife as a key to open it. Had we been having a normal, rational conversation and she said that before getting the knife, I wouldn't have blinked about it. But her angry and irrational state leading up to announcing, "Fine! I'll handle it MY way!" led me to believe she was retrieving that knife for her husband, with another cop in her way. I think this is a specious excuse with her sobbing, "You should have shot me." I believe her intent was more violent but we'll never really know.
I knew the complaint was coming, and had nothing to fear. I wrote a detailed report and completed the required "Use of Force" form. Her complaint to the sergeant changed several times in the course of telling him the different things I supposedly did.
I was called into PSU a few weeks later and spent about an hour talking to one of the investigators. He recorded my statement as I described what happened. I know the other officers were interviewed as well. The entire case was presented to the civilian Disciplinary Review Board recently. I got the letter today that I was exonerated.
In the end she claimed I kicked her. I didn't kick her, I didn't need to. But she needed something she thought sounded more outrageous than pointing my gun at her and pulling up the slack in the trigger.
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